Longer version:
Last summer I won four $1000 pots in a row (four different visits).

I tried a fifth time and lost. So I decided I would not go back to the casino until I could deal myself five straight flushes in a row (Five different sessions) using 12 chips or less.

I did it last week and had to “test my metal”.
Before I left for the casino I practiced “one more time”, and of course I lost. I tried again and lost again. Each time allotting myself 12 chips to attain my goal.
Now I had cold feet.
My husband and I were on our way to dinner and then the casino. I told him I would only go if I dealt myself a straight flush before we got to the restaurant.
Well, just as he was pulling into the parking place I hit the straight flush. Nuts, now I had to go. I had cold feet. I had let doubt creep in when I practiced and lost earlier.
We went; he won, I lost my 12 chips.

I got home and contemplated where I went “wrong.” I know I can do it. Why didn’t I hold my focus? Heck, where did I lose it?
…Simple fear and doubt again. My anguish is, “How long will it take me to clear my fear and doubt!!!!”
Intellectually I KNOW I can do it. Sigh.

In the morning, I was doing my focus at the “Starlight” (my imaginary casino) and I was winning but had not hit my straight flush yet.

Right in the middle I just got up and said we’re going back to the casino.
I will finish my focus there, I know I can do it. I was doing things differently.

We got to the casino table and I bought my 12 chips.
Within the first 6 chips I hit a straight flush for $,1000.
I stayed. Focused, breathed and hit another $1000 straight flush within three more hands.
I tipped and spent the original $300 and now netted $1,700.

How do I think I did it?
Well aside from doing something different, I was aware of unifying my field.
My focus is always on unifying my field. I inhale and fill my body with a long gentle breath from the quantum field of unlimited potential. I imagine my electromagnetic bands of light encircling my body. It has my straight flush in it.
I am aware that I need gravity to pull it into mass.
I use my will consciously.
I use my personal observation as Ram has taught us.
That’s all I remember.
P. S. I want to add that even though I cannot articulate how I know, I just know that “Conversations with Miceal” is helping me break through to the “magic” of my right brain.